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Fears by 19375, literature

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I had a dream I ruined my face. I sat in the sun too long, and the sun ladled its warmth over my pale skin until it turned molten and started bubbling up like lava. I had a dream my house burned down. I sat in the smoke and flames until my eyes burned out and my paper lungs filled with childhood memories and vaporized screams. I had a dream my mother died. She sat in the open too long and her stomach split open And her flesh melted off like hot, rotting butter. I had a dream you were gutted by a wolf. You lay on the ground with your literal heart in your hand and your punctured lungs filling with blood and bile and I cried. I had a drea

Infinity by 19375, literature

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Infinity

I. Non-conceptions and miscommunications I thought we were a team. I thought you were here because of your own folly and only stayed to help me along to make my own mistakes. And I was here through no fault of my own and only stayed to find my faults and help you overcome yours. But you broke the silent agreement, you squeamish bastard, and you left to a place 648 miles away with only a few hour’s warning on a train with nothing but what you could carry; right in time for the holidays. You say you don’t know when you’ll be back. If you’ll be back. My lungs forgot how to breathe. II. Seawater and snowflakes Sunsets

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July 27
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19375

Apr 25, 2014

I'm trying...

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He didn't really tell her that he wanted to marry her... He was trying to freak her out so that maybe she would leave him alone for a while... Or at least that is what he said. And I believe him, because it all makes sense. Or maybe I am naive and I have a conformation bias... we will see, I guess. Last night at about 10PM he got offended because he was saying goodnight and all I said was 'yup'... So, he was upset. And then I told him I loved him more than anything, and he was ok. And then at about 4AM he says the following: "I love you you're awesome and you are doing really awesome stuff I respect you and appreciate you sorry for not

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19375

Apr 23, 2014

Naive

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He just told her seriously that he wanted to marry her and have babies with her.

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19375

Mar 30, 2014

Effective communication for the first time ever?

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 there is nothing going on with Arelis and I we have a close relationship to this day I don't know why we just bonded a while ago but there is nothing there she has boyfriends and goes out on dates all the time there is nothing going on, she isn't in love with me, I'm not in love with her we are just old friends and she is very intimate with me in some ways. She still tells me that she loves me and cares about me and all this stuff, but we are only friends, and will only ever be friends there is nothing for you to be jealous of I didn't think you even cared if I was faithful to you or not that's why I never talked to you abou